Interviews and flashes of my dad
The dreaded interview process.... (excuse me while I go scream my lungs out). I have high anxiety and and struggle when things are not in my control so the fact that I do not have a position locked down next year is a cause for hyperventilating for me. I have had three interviews this week and I am hoping that I will hear something back from them. I also applied to several places that I have not heard back from yet either and that is also a source of anxiety for me as well. I suffer from a lack of self confidence and that definitely comes across in my interviews. So many times I have been on the verge of panic attacks because my nerves get the better of me. My first interview of the week was in this manner. Ironically it was at the school I had been teaching at so that should have given me less anxiety right? Wrong. I wanted to prove myself, I prepared over the weekend, but I got thrown from my comfort zone befor...